last
night i had a dream
you were gone
you weren't coming back
i wanted to visit you
talk to you one last time
appologize for the things i couldn't change
and those i could have
last night i had a dream
i drove to your house
and was greeted by caution tape
red and blue lights flashing in the street
and there i stood
alone
just like i was before i met you
i take a deep breath
folded arms to calm my chills
a man with a badge
he told me to leave
standing speechless
he watched me grieve
and walked away
last night i had a dream
i stood looking down on you
and i realized
that i always had done just so
clutched flowers
fell to the ground
an emptiness in my heart
bellowed throughout my presence
last night i had a dream
that i was a good friend
and i tried to look out for you
i gave my opinion
when it was never requested
this morning i woke up
and realized
i'm living in my own casket
in a lie
R.I.P. 1979-2001
today
i weep for you
i don't understand why
i didn't even know you
your love is no more
to anyone
leaving this world
so abruptly
how could we not see
it was inevitable
now you're gone
it is not your fault
i could never blame you
i blame myself
for not knowing
for not knowing you
being so lost in my own existance
oblivious to my people
your voice still speaks
louder than ever
talk to me please
i need to know
what it's like
to not be me
you might not like everything in life i do... but that doesn't mean i'm
not trying to change the same problems as you...
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